My youngest son Emanuel and an unknown friend |
Reuniting with her has brought back all types of memories, mostly good, but it has caused me to reflect on where I've been and where I'm headed. When her and I were together, I was at the tender age of fifteen and I was just starting to learn about adult life. I didn't have a clue about women, love, sex or life. When I think about it, I still am kind of clueless when it comes to the machinations of a woman. I have a feeling I will never understand the mind of a woman but that's another story. During the two years we were together I got a crash course in love and heartbreak, in joy and pain, but if I had to do it all over again I wouldn't hesitate. That part of my life was a necessary journey that helped me get to where I'm at today.
Hence, I am happy to have heard from her and she has given me a new perspective of the life I live. I owe her a lot for the lessons I learned while with her and the things that she contributed to my becoming a man. She represents one of my oldest friends and though we were past lovers I consider her a good friend and I hope she feels the same!